ITS BEEN A STORM IN MY HEAD LATELY A STORM SO BAD THAT I CAN NOW FULLY UNDERSTAND WAT THE VICTIMS OF KATRINA AND THESE MANY OTHERS THAT HAVE HIT ASIA AND THE PACIFIC...WELL I HAVE STRUGGLED TO TELL WHETHER MY HEART WAS RIGHT OR I WAS JUST GOING THROUGH ANOTHER USUAL SPATE OF GAMES WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX.
ANY WAY I HAVE ALWAYS THOUGHT OF MY SELF AS ONE OFa THOSE GUYS WHO WOULD NEVER GO THROUGH THE MYSTERY WE LOVE TO CALL LOVE. AT LEAST MY PEERS CONVINCED ME SO AFTER WITNESSING MY NOT SO MANY CONQUESTS.
ALONG THE WAY I MET A VERY SPECIAL HOMO SAPIEN I WILL REFER TO AS BLB. WHAT STARTED AS A CONTEST OF WHO HAD WORST ATTITUDE TOWARDS THE OTHER TURNED INTO A SORT OF FRIENDSHIP I GREW TO ENJOY SO MUCH. LIKE THE COMMON AFTERNOON RAINS WHICH OUT OF NO WHERE RINSE THE SKIES OF ITS GRAY LEAVING IT CLEAR , MY FONDNESS FOR HER CLEARED MY HEAD OF ALL MY FEARS....MY HEART BEGGED ME TO LET IT ENJOY THE MOMENT..IT WAS WILLING TO BE SUBJECTED TO FEELINGS OF CHEAP JEALOUSY, LONELINESS,POSSESSIVENESS ET AL FEELINGS I HAVE NOT FELT IN A WHILE AND THOUGHT OF WITH A LOT OF CONTEMPT.
BLB ON HER PART IS A MYSTERY...YOU CAN TERM HER HOT AND COLD LIKE KATE PERRY SANG IN HER MONSTER HIT KNOWN BY DA SAME TITLE. SHE THINKS AM AMAZING, LOVING, ATTRIBUTES I HAVE NOT BEEN COMPLIMENTED WITH BY MOST PEOPLE I HAVE KNOWN IN MY RECENT HISTORY AND DON'T CALL ME NAMES THAT BITCH QUIN C REALLY DID A LOT OF DAMAGE, AFFECTED MY CONFIDENCE AND NEARLY RUINED MY EGO. BUT BACK TO MY LOVELY BLB AM LEARNING HOW TO PUT UP WITH HER TEMPER, HER LAST MINUTE CHANGE OF MIND EVEN WHEN WE HAD AGREED ON SOMETHING GENERALLY AM LEARNING TO PUT UP WITH WAT TWO MONTHS AGO I WOULD TERM AS BS ALL IN THE NAME OF SOLVING THIS MYSTERY . AM LIKE A CHILD TRYING TO RIDE A BIKE OR TAKING MY FIRST FOOT STEPS.
ALL MY BUDDIES THOSE THAT HAVE BEEN LUCKY TO MEET HER WHEN SHE HONORED MY INVITATIONS TO TAKE HER OUT, THINK SHES GREAT AND WONDER HOW I AM NOT INTIMIDATED BY HER STORY BOOK LIKE LOOKS AND NOT GIRL LIKE HEIGHT. SHE WOULD GIVE LAWINO A RUN FOR HER MONEY.
THAT ASIDE THEY THINK SHE HAS MADE ME A DIFFERENT PERSON AND I CANNOT DENY THAT B'SE I TOO CANT EXPLAIN MY SUDDEN REDUCTION IN ALCOHOL CONSUMPTION OR WORSE THE FACT THAT I CAN NOW LEAVE A BAR BEFORE ITS EVEN TEN O'CLOCK ON A GOOD SATURDAY NITE WITH CLUB BEERS STILL FLOWING AT THE BAR.
BLB UNLIKE THE OTHER DAUGHTERS OF EVE IS STUBBORN YES AND WHEN SHE SAYS OR DOES CERTAIN THINGS I ALWAYS UNDERSTAND.. I HAVE HAD MY SHARE OF MISDEEDS SO MAY BE SHE IS MY PENANCE BUT THAT ASIDE SHE WILL TRY SO MUCH TO WIN AT EVERYTHING...YOU COULD HAVE KNOWN ME AS AN ARGUMENTATIVE BLUBBER MOUTH BUT IN HER PRESENCE WORDS FAIL ME.
BLB IS MY LOVE AND AM HOLDING ON TO HER FOREVER AND LIKE POLITICIANS SAY SO HELP ME GOD
